26 days

who is to say what a man in his twenties is supposed to do? i'm on the brink of thirty, and i'm not sure what the next ten years will bring. i have no direction, and i'm not qualified for any sort of lucrative employment. my job is of the dead-end variety. i debate whether or not i should go back to school, but the thought of accruing more debt makes me uncomfortable. i am an uncomfortable 29.95 year old man (that's a rough estimate). it makes me uncomfortable to know that in 26 days i will cease to be a man in my twenties, and i will assume my new role as a thirty-something. the next 26 days will be about reflection.

yours truly,
jim